Sometimes,
reconciling life—what it presents—can be a daunting task. I’m a firm believer that all things happen
for a reason. That nothing is by chance. There are valuable lessons to be gained by
all of life’s experiences. But
sometimes….
I’ve
been wrestling with the news I received yesterday about my girlfriend’s
terrible accident that may claim her life.
I’m trying to come to terms with it.
Process it. Understand what
possible lesson life might be trying to present. And yet…I come up with…nothing.
Perhaps
it’s too soon. I’m too close. The agony of not knowing and having to wait
on pins and needles, jumping every time my phone rings or notifies me that I
have a new message or text. All these
things combined are clouding my ability to make sense of something that seems
to utterly senseless.
But
then, it could just be that I selfishly don’t want to lose my girlfriend. That the world shines brighter because of her
presence. When I close my eyes, all I
see is her brilliant smile and hear her contagious laughter—her enthusiasm for
living/life itself.
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